Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Waiting


We spend our entire lives waiting

We wait for somebody to notice our diaper needs replacing

We wait for someone to come give us a bust in the mouth

We wait until nobody is looking to give asparagus to the dog

We wait for our teachers to realize we are geniuses

We wait forever for that important and special first date

We wait forever for her to finally be ready

We wait and sweat in agony sitting with her parents

We wait until the day we finally  get that driver’s license

We wait with hand out for our very first paycheck

We wait until all our bills are paid before we can spend it

We wait until the perfect companion comes along

We wait on bended knee for her to say “Yes!”

We wait and pace and worry in the maternity ward

We wait until we finally hold the perfect child in our arms

We wait and pace and worry when the child is out past curfew

We wait and worry that we will never be grandparents

We wait on the grandkids hand and foot and love every minute

We wait for visits that seem so rare and so short

We wait for them to find time to see us again

We wait in agony to join a spouse who has gone on ahead

We wait and weep and stare into the darkness

We wait to die.


Tim D. Culey © 2014






Thursday, January 30, 2014

Imagine


 
Imagine there is a place where children play

Where they can laugh and giggle the whole day

Imagine that they can feel safe and sound

Knowing that those that care are all around

 

Imagine when the weather turns freezing cold

There will be a warm blanket into which you can fold

If you feel cranky, there is always somebody to hug

Before you know it you will sleeping like a bug in rug.

 

Imagine a fellow with grey whiskers and hair

Who wants to be with you forever there

It’s a long way to Cleveland from Louisiana

But he will travel forever. He is your Grandpa.
 

 

 
      FINNIAN CULEY JAN 2014 7 Mos.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Monday, January 6, 2014

JOY CC#1-2014


Writing for this topic I could probably ramble on for days, but instead I step aside and ask that you give your undivided attention to the man who not only penned the ultimate definition of Joy, but put it to music as well.






Thursday, December 19, 2013

Mocha

Black and White



Angelina has the complexion of mocha
Her hair has the aroma of jasmine
Her skin is as smooth as fresh tapioca
My soul is afire when her lips touch mine.

Like our hero Dr. King, we both have a dream
We laugh and we play we have nothing to hide
This will go on forever or so it would seem.
On the carousel of ecstasy we continue to ride.

Then one day the nightmare sneaks in
Unspeakable horror engulf us in pain
Someone has defaced that beautiful skin
Some things just won’t ever be the same.

Never before have I encountered such hate
I hunt the man down with my very last breath
We are girded for battle on that perilous date
Using my bare hands, I put him to death.

I spent weeks in intense hospitalization
But my emotional injures reach to my core
After a while I came to the realization
His stay was brief, down in the morgue.

Angelina is gone, I know not where
The “powers that be” say it us better this way
I cry when I think of her bound to a chair
I miss my Angelina. There is nothing more to say.


© Tim D. Culey =2011=


Author’s Note:
This is a true story. It happened in 1970 in Yokosuka, Japan. Angelina was nearly beaten to death by her ex-husband because he didn’t think it was appropriate for her as a black woman to be with a white man.
While I was recovering in the hospital from the fight, the U.S. Military arranged for Angelina to be placed into the military equivalent of the Witness Protection Program. She would need extensive (and expensive) medical care, rehabilitation therapy and cosmetic surgery, none of which was financially possible.

The agreement she entered into was that that they would take care of those expenses for the rest of her life, but she had to start over with a new identity and was forbidden to speak of or communicate with anyone what happened in Yokosuka.

She detailed all this in a “farewell” letter which was given to me after I was released from the hospital. She asked that I forget her and never try to find her. I could do neither. I’ll never forget her but am somewhat certain that I will never find her, even though I tried for over 40 years.

As for me, no charges were ever filed against me. The “Official Report” indicated her late ex husband apparently got drunk and was run over by a bus. An investigation by ONI (Office of Naval Intelligence) revealed that this wasn't the first time he had mutilated a woman with a straight razor and blunt objects of some kind.

I've often thought that the Navy probably didn't want this information made public and were willing to take care of Angelina as a way of compensation for not acting earlier, but I'm probably more generous in that assumptiom than they deserve.

My injuries were reported as to having occurred during an intensive “Top Secret” mission in Viet Nan.